Live from Emo Dojo
Live from Emo Dojo

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John; August 8, 2021

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Day 8 of the August Daily Episode Challenge 

P P S D: It was for post pandemicstress disorder, so whereas it's a thing yeah, so a lot of people thinks it's just going to go on foryears. You know people and you just listed a whole bunch of things. Youknow like bad news headlines, restricted diet, restricted socialinteraction sitting around in a box trapped all day and fear fear of germs,in fear of the other and political strife and government intervention, andall these things in, like that that'll fun this this is going to be the newnormal, that's the sad part, well yeah, or what we call commonplace. It's not it's just fucked up to it's weird, tothink how everybody's brain has been altered bybeing forced inside due to a pandemic, to stare at screens. Now, if we didn'thave screens to stare at we'd, be...

...reading books yeah, that would probably be better yes most definitely because they can'tkeep changing them up on you and trying to fucking manipulate you for a clickor a like or a notification. If it's a book yeah exactly and your brain interpet, what it is you feel or my God, don't I let's see C, but whenyou're reading those words, your brain starts, painting a picture, your ownway, you're, not affluence. It has to to anything else outside just rest.Those words yeah. I like that a lot yeah me too me too. I remember, readingthe Star Wars Book before the movie came out and trying to figure out whatthe fuck is. That word Tattoo in, like I didn't there's many words in thatbook, I'm like all the wrong system. Okay, Oh you, rent the Star Wars. BooksYeah, like RTT, obviously was just spelled out like it is in same with seethree POL hand. Solo were the HA. I...

...thought I was hand. Solo, Lukeskywalker was easy Princess Lea. I thought it was so yeah yeah. It turnedout to be Laya, but you know when year ever you're, nine or ten years old, andthen we ca yeah and when you're, when you're just approaching ten elevenyears old you're like Princes Lamy Yeah, Oh yeah, especially after themovie, came out like Whoa Fuck, these Guy Walker, foxy lady with the Bunsthat was Nice, oh better, get that out of there something's on the railroad tracks. I got it, I'm watching the audio or audio as it'sBein recorded going across the screen, and I noticed in one of the tracksthere's a piece of audio in the way better move. It click you're going toget recorded over, I'm not sure what it is got it out of the way, though I think it was the altro and now backto the wild that guy and now back to...

...the wall. That's good due the Mo, if you had a yeah you're, doing you'redoing some really cool ten minute. podcast things I'm enjoying listeningto your perspective of flow. It's work man, but you know I'm gettingfaster at editing. That's good! Yeah! You don't have a fucking hour todeal with you, you know spewing it out and it sounds like you're not doingyou're doing it all. I won't take you're not like Oh shit, that suck, letme start over yeah yeah for sure yeah and that's what I'm saying: That's binO Balin thing. Sometimes I flop a word and I'll repeat the word and just chopit out, but yeah brisling. A word is no big fucking deal dude. You got a Simile,a word so so so bad. I just e G, a t pull one of those. Let me literally sometimes I fuck up aword so bad. I got to like flip my...

...tongue and my lips together to get itout whatever was in there, get it out of the way. Welcome to my world, wheresometimes my brain puts the second word. First Yeah now an just pouring out ofyour fucking brain down towards your m mouthful muscles or whatever, and I Ican't see it my eyes aren't back there watching it come out. I'm like! Oh hereit comes a word. I'm going to regret. No, I don't usually say words. I regretwhat I my biggest crime and grammar is using the wrong word ill. SometimesI'll use a word. That sounds like the word I meant, but it means somethingtotally different, which could make a difference. If I'm saying yeah, youneed to get your virus shot like that yeah, but youdon't get caught up in your head, you just let it flow out which normalpeople do and then there's people like myself that second guess and think we,okay, that's yeah. I have to stop myself. That's not the correct word, soI I correct myself during the thought...

...right Yeh, like Hmm, is that right, letme let a good go at, but totally I do that when I write for sure when I write,I got the phasors up when I write all the time because I have like I want touse a cool word, but I just used the word. That meant the same thing, so Igot to find a different word. We but you free flow out you're, not writingthat shit down and like reading it and absorbing it. Are you no? No. He no no way Jose. Do that drove me crazywhen I tried to do a fucking podcast with Rafael, I want to do what I like to do. Justtalk like: Let's bring up an idea and talk about it and his ass. He saw whenyou want to do this and I'm like yeah ten o'clock tomorrow morning is fine.It's like okay! Well, let me know, because I'm when to need some time andI'm like okay, ten o'clock tomorrow, more that's what I was thinking of likeall right, whatever due so I see him up like two am fucking high cocaine,probably smoking his cigrettes couches...

...type type type type type in my two withthe fuck. What's going on an he's like dude, I don't know if I'm going to beready by ten a M and like ready for what it's like for a podcast and likewhat do you ma s? I got a scrap on the hell and yeah. It's like. I got halfthe First Section written and I'm like, Oh my God, I'm like yeah, don't worrytoo much about that dude. So the next day put on the mice- and he just startsread from a script- sounds exactly like he's reading from a script and likeyeah Bro, that's awesome! No, we never did a second episode. That was the downfall of hispersonalities. He wasn't willing to just kind of flow everything had to bestructured to him yeah. It might have been a military thing. Maybe that wasdrilled into him there or I mean, and it would work with other people likethat, I'm just not that kind of person which is weird because we're both areases so yeah I get it. I got it from thatpoint of view like yeah, okay, you're,...

...a structured aries, but I'm not andthere's no way you're going to make me and the same thing there's no way. Iwas going to make him unstructured. That's just how ARRY's arcis ahead.That was the head budding issue, I'm like all right, cool yeah. All you canreally do is make the suggestion of dude we're. Turning on the Mikes we'rejust going to have a conversation like we didn't have mikes around, you knowwhat I mean well and I compared it to his fucking sport shows he always had onright. I'm like dude like that, like sports talk it just not, sports will bepolitic stuff. It's like yeah. I don't think I coulddo that which again, I guess, if you're, if you're in your head in that sense,then you can't because I get in my head, like I overthink everything, but whenit comes time to let a rip, I don't know. I think it's just practice. Idon't know got to be when I was recording last night's podcast, I'mlike that O it's wanting to do it. That way, instead of just having a scripted structure to read, I mean youmight as well be you like. You might as...

...well be a voisier guy. Do you think it's the type of people?Do you think you could spend more time with people if they were different? That's actually very good question. I have yet to, I guess, meet someone that reallystimulates my brain to go God. I like hanging around you a lot. You Know Yeah Yeah for sure, even after evenpeople I like, after about three or four hours, I'm like all right, it'scool, I'm ready to go yeah totally totally. It's not necessarily back home,but it's just to the next thing, see you call it the next thing I justcall it like. I just need some space so, whether it's but I don't it's notnecessarily a yeah. It's not necessarily space with me, because if Ijust change those people and move on to a different party, a different house, adifferent group, you know to me that's...

...enough! I because it doesn't have. Idon't have to go be alone. I just have to change. If I had that option sure Ihave to change stranger scene, I got okay. This is don't have that optionright now, especially being at this age. It's very difficult to you know, make any new friends reallyexactly making new friends at is that's a challenge. Man. Fifty during thepandemic, where everyone's locked in your box well there's a little bit of that injust. I think there is a little bit also of what I'm talking about in otherpeople as well, where they would just rather stare at their screen than youknow, engage and have conversation. That's something that's also missing.Is the conversation part you you know me well enough to know I could I couldtalk about just about anything. It's just a matter of where the Stimuli Tom,strong, a we have an argument. Great, you know, maybe that's good. I love theconversation. In fact, when I get in a house, I'm making sure it's going tohave a converstion and now back to the...

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